Back home for the next eight days. It was awesome to be home and relax and be with my family. I had really missed them. And, getting to be home for multiple days in a row was giving me a chance to realize how much I had missed by working six and sometimes seven days a week for the past ten years. Oh man could I get that time back please? I mean, even though I thought I was being a great dad and husband because I was “providing” for my family, what really was I providing them with? Money? Things? I mean I know they know that I love them, but was I showing it the right way? I had so many things flooding through my head over several days. I was praying for clarity and understanding. I knew I had missed a lot, and had not been the husband or father that I felt God wanted me to be. But now, how do I fix that while having a job that requires so much travel? Is this really going to work?
Although I was not sure how to approach it with her due to the breakdown she'd had, I talked to Adrienne about it. (as I do most things that I cant seem to get figured out) And of course, as always, SHE is the one who was supportive, calm, cool and collected. She told me to stay the course and things will work out. This woman sure is amazing and no doubt has been placed in my life for a reason.
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